Esotropiart

Last Sunday wasn't a particularly good day for me emotionally - was struggling with my thoughts. I was craving going to church like something nuts. Sometimes I wish there was a service every day. I certainly miss the 2 services on Sunday (morning and night) and Wednesday night service. All that is pretty much a thing of the past, shamefully. At any rate, one song that Anthony chose to sing really hit me about halfway through. The words of the song are a big part of what I'm struggling with - to sincerely and wholeheartedly relinquish all my hopes and ambitions to God - and to trust He will make something good out of my mess. I could barely get the words out the second time through the song, as my emotions got the better of me.